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Story

The longer story... background, path, and how this site fits in.

Syria Qatar Oman Canada
Chapter 01

I've never stood still

Most people move to arrive somewhere.

I think I move to grow!

Graduation portrait in cap and gown

Chapter 02

I've done the jobs nobody puts on a CV

"Talabat" driver. Cleaning Airbnbs. Tea boy. Babysitter. Valet.

I even sold popsockets.

For a long time I thought none of it counted.

Now I think it's the most honest part of my story.

Those jobs taught me how to work under pressure, deal with people, and keep going when nothing was certain.

I'm proud of every version of myself that showed up for them.


Chapter 03

2022 was the year I stopped waiting

At 21, I moved back to Qatar alone. No job. Barely a home.

Not because I had money. Not because I had a plan.

Because I wasn't ready... and I went anyway.

I walked more than two hours from work to home because I couldn't afford the ride.

I worked three jobs at once to live and cover tuition.

I won't pretend it was healthy. It wasn't. I wanted to quit...

but these built the person writing this.


Chapter 04

A quiet thing I hold onto

رزقك على قد ما تسعى

Your rizq comes by how much you strive.

It's not my job to control the outcome.

It's my job to try... to wake up and get a little better, even 0.0001% a day.

I've lived on that belief till today.

I've seen it hold.


Chapter 05

Then I graduated and I said no!

I got offered jobs in Qatar.

Good money. A real start. Everything I'd worked years to reach.

I said NO

Almost everyone told me it was a mistake.

You won't find better. Don't throw this away.

A few believed in me. Most didn't.

I left anyway... and moved to Canada with nothing figured out.

Again.

Because I expect more from myself than comfortable.


Chapter 06

Somewhere in there, I started building for students

I applied to 250 jobs in two months

2 called me back!

I felt every rejection, every silence.

And I stopped asking why is this so hard for me...

and started asking why is this so hard for everyone.

That question is my purpose now. → Junior


Chapter 07

If you're a student reading this:

You don't need to have it all figured out.

You just need to start... wherever you are, with whatever you have.

You will see bad days.

And I've come to believe those are the days you'll look back on with pride.

Not despite how hard they were.

Because of it.

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