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Writing · August 2025 · Reflections

Why Am I Doing This?


I’ll be fully honest and transparent here.

Lately, I’ve been asking myself “why am I doing this?” Posting almost every day for the past two months, 34 posts in 50 days.

Am I making money? Obviously not, at least not yet.

For likes and comments? Sure, they’re motivating, but they’re not the reason I keep posting.

To get job offers? So far, none. And honestly, even if I got one, I’d probably say no.

So why? Why am I putting all this effort into something that doesn’t give me any immediate return?

Because I want to prove myself wrong.

To prove that if I really show up, consistently, I can do it.

I can do anything.

To prove that I can actually commit. Build. Grow.

And that’s worth everything.